Baby Helen was born on the 1st of June, she was just over 5lb in weight and she is a mini-version of me, just like the way her brother is a mini-version of his daddy. We are thrilled with our children and she was very much wanted and planned but we will not have any more as health wise is is too much for me. Am loving being a mummy of our children - can not think of anything more fulfilling apart from being a wife to my gorgeous husband.

My mother unfortunatly passed away just over a week ago, it was expected but still not easy and she never got to meet her granddaughter.

Having two very young children is very busy and very tiring especially as both my husband and I do not have good health but I can not imagine life without either of them - they are both lovely children.

We are expecting another child - our son is 7 months old today as well. The pregnancy has already been scary (have had bleeds).

Our much wanted son is 16 days old, he was born on the 2nd of this month by planned emergency c-section as he was not growing any more and was 2.1kg (4lb 11oz), his mummy and daddy love him totally, he is our dream child and we adore him - he looks exactly like his daddy.

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Current Music: REM -you are the everything

After a further 4 miscarriages I am in the second trimester with our much wanted baby - my only way of dealing with all our losses is that it is the same baby again and again that wants to see us (we hope).

We lost our beloved baby a week ago today...we miss you! Love from mummy and daddy.

Hi all,

well, it was not cancer, it was sarcidosis...we are trying for a baby now :) Sorry that I have not been online, life has been getting in the way!

Hugs,

AC

Well, the biopsy has been delayed until after our holiday so will not be until the 18th at the earliest and the results will be a week later. my hubby also had a biopsy today on his arm. we are a pair of old crocks! Celebrating 20 month of being married to him on the 29th (this Friday). I love him more than i ever thought it was possible to love anyone and think that he is the sexiest man alive! He is alos a very good man.

i get to be without my husband for two whole nights :( the biopsy is at eleven thirty on monday but they will be keeping me in on the sunday and releasing me on the tuesday< well that is the plan>

am very scared as if it is back it is terminal and i really dont want that as i really love my hubby>

the pet was negative but they still want to do a biopsy< i made the mistake of speaking to my sil who is a surgeon who said that they could not be sure that it was not cancer until they did the test> we also decided that if we get good news this time we will try for a baby< she was having canaries over this< or maybe she does not want to be an auntie! still stressed!

Hi,

Its been a long time, I thought that I had left "cancer world" behind apart from the 6 month ct's, well, after 18 months I have a suspisious shaddow on my liver so have to go for another pet scan. Scared, I love my hubby and I have a good life now and I do not want to loose it.

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